I'm as guilty as the next guy at yelling....so, don't feel that you can't yell and scream and be p1ssed off.
I know I'm a top 3 player on any given night...connections don't allow forme to play there, so I just try to contribute as much as I can. We'd far rather have you on yellows than a random with green.
For me, it's less and less about my score and more about wins and just BS'ing in the lobby afterward. I'm trying to loosen up on my expectations, and lay off on blaming the game. It all sucks, it could all be better, but it's never going to be different with BO.
We're almost 5 months into this game and absolutely nothing has changed.
So, stop expecting it to.
Play the game. Shoot the sh1t in the post game lobby. Yell and scream when you get fcked over. Talk some trash to trash players.
If you see we have the game in the bag, and you can't hit sht, do what I did the other night on nuketown. See how many times you can grenade yourself before the game ends.
Managed to go 2-16. Have some fun. Relax.
Although you'd never know it by my rage, I have fun at this game. I have fun fcking around with y'all.